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Last day of band camp!
It went pretty well. We got off at 12. We had sectionals for a whole hour & I did absolutely nothing! It was pretty sweet.There was this huge set of steps that we were "practicing" (notice the quotations) at the top of..and someone told me to slide down the railing..probably Ballsucker or Futty. So I did..and it was really fun..so I kept doing it. I slid down that railing like 10 times..it really hurt my butt though..but I did it anyway! hehe Now I'm done with band until school starts. So that's awesome. I'm gonna miss band camp though...

So I have a 2 day break & then it starts again...
Field hockey's next....
Tryouts/practice start Monday 3-6 that whole week & 2 days the next. gah. I'm so not ready. I haven't ran like..at all. I'm fine with stick skills but the running. ugh it's gonna kill me. Seriously, I'm like sooo freaking nervous. Wish me luck...I'm gonna need it...

I really want my damn schedule. GAH!
A pretty cool random survey. Read it. now.

Another random survey. 1. List in order, your top 5 most desired super-human powers: invisibility, reading minds, wishing for something & having it granted, shapeshifting, & flying 2. What do you like best about yourself, emotionally?: I'm a really emotional person. I like it sometimes but sometimes it screws me over. I like the emotion I show the most best, and that would be love.<3 3. What do you like best about yourself, physically?: umm I like my eyes. 4. Do you bathe in the mornings?: no, I hate morning showers/baths 5. Do you bathe in the evenings?: yes 6. How many times, in a week, would you say you've washed yourself?: every day... 7. Do you flex in the mirror?: hah..no. 8. Do other people find you attractive?: I don't know? Do you?? 9. Do you find yourself attractive?: hahaha..no..not at all.. 10. List 5 things you hate about yourself: How I'm so emotional, How I let people take advantage of me easily, My body, My smile and my legs. Oh I could go on... 11. List 10 things you like about yourself: 10? This might be hard..um..My ability to love truly with all my heart, my passion, my sense of humor, my eyes, my nose, my voice (talking & singing), my weirdness, my ambition, my hair when it looks okay, and my fashion sense. 12. List 5 people you care about online: Cali, Sandra, Steffi, Jen, and Samantha even though I haven't talked to her in a while.. 13. List 5 people you care about in real life: Aaron, Jason, Chris, Sarah, and Courtney. & so many more... 14. Overall, do you love yourself?: not..really.. 15. Are you more happy, than not?: lately, yes. but as a whole, not really. 16. Have you ever been hit before?: like joking around with a friend, but not seriously. 17. Where were you hit?: Sarah likes to hit my ass 18. By what?: Well Sarah uses lots of things, hands, feet, spatulas.. 19. Did it hurt?: That it did. 20. Is the glass half-empty or half-full?: I like to say that my glass is completely full, thank you. 21. In what color do you see the world?: many colors..bright ones. 22. Why?: Because color is pretty & bright colors are awesome 23. How often do you swear?: meh. I can a lot when I'm around people who do a lot.. 24. How often do you swear at other people?: Not that much 25. How does this make you feel?: meh 26. Are you on some kind of medication?: no 27. Do you think you need it?: maybe some riddlin.. 28. Right now, who/what do you feel like hugging?: Aaron. 29. Name 3 songs you'd listen to right now: Well..'Mister Cellophane' from the Chicago soundtrack since that's what I'm listening to..other songs..um..'Listen to your heart' by whoever that is..and 'The Transition' by Hawthorne Heights 30. List 3 people who's voices you'd like to hear right now: Aaron's, Sarah's, and umm I don't really care.. 31. What is your favorite noise?: music or the rain 32. What is your favorite word?: whatev 33. What is your favorite color?: orange 34. What is your least favorite noise?: People chewing on ice or Sarah's earsplitting screams 35. Least favorite word?: I don't really care.. 36. Least favorite color?: meh. Nothing really. 37. Do you value your friends?: yes, highly. 38. Do you value your family?: of course. 39. Do you value your stuff?: my stuff of value.. 40. Do you self-mutilate?: no... 41. Do other people mutilate you?: no? 42. Have you ever been beaten up before?: not seriously 43. Have you ever beaten anyone else up before?: not seriously 44. What's your favorite animal?: hippo!! 45. What's your favorite desert?: mmm...cheescake..or strawberry shortcake 46. How old are you... mentally?: mentally? depends..maybe somewhere in my 20s sometimes..and other times like 5 47. What's your favorite "smiley face"?:  that one 'cause he's called 'winky' 48. People most often refer to you as: Dani or various nicknames 49. What is your favorite quote?: 'Life's too short to be anything but happy' 50. What will you do now??: nothing. just like before i did this.

heh. today was good too.

band camp was pretty fun. jason & aaron harvey made up this really random dance..it's hilarious. we were adding to it all day. my additons are totally the best ones lmao I think our drill & music is starting to sound pretty good..but it kinda seems like I'm the only one who thinks so..Mrs. K got pretty mad today..someone apparently screwed up her megaphone.. meh whatever. My section ordered pizza at lunch. We had like $60 total & we ordered like 12 pizzas. haha. I had a whole pizza to myself. And I ate half of it! Chris ate a WHOLE olive pizza!!! lmao. so tomorrow's the last day..and we get out at 12. so that's cool.

So tonight I was gonna go to Lolo's house..but I ended up just going to Aaron's house. My mom probably wouldn't have let me go to Lolo's anyway..she got really pissed at me for not calling her last night or something And now she's all mad. gah. whatever..I had fun at Aaron's..but now my dad's all pissed at me for some reason and yelling at me. gah. i hate this.

hmm..I said today was good in the beginning of this post..but by the end of it now I'm all pissed off and upset..

and oh yeah..new layout & profile pic. meh.

ok screw this. i need to rant.
I don't understand how I can be so happy for once and feel good..and then get it ruined by my freaking parents over something retarded. I was happy today and expecting to go to Aaron's and my mom flipped out because she's mad because I didn't call her last night from Jason's. Which I don't even remember her telling me to do. And everything's fine now, so why can't she just forget that?! It's so damn annoying..and just now..I was all happy coming home from Aaron's and my dad starts screaming at me for the thing with my mom..why does he even have to get into that?! I mean what the hell...I honestly don't care anymore.

ahh today was a good day.

band camp was pretty cool. i got DRENCHED with water. everyone was throwing water at me..left and right. GAH! It was pretty sweet though...water wars rock! and in the Nathan & Chris vs. Me... I so win Only 2 more days of band camp left..and on Friday we get out early! woo!

so after band camp i came home..took a shower..and aaron picked me up. we went to jason's for band practice & such. they also played halo 2 It was actually pretty interesting...I told aaron he could teach me how to play. We'll see how that works out..anyway..later on we ate pizza & went out to the pool and Chris pushed Jason in so then Jason got mad at pushed me in with all my clothes on And then Chris decided to throw me in for the heck of it so he did...and then he did it again..and again..and again..like ten million times! It was fun though. Later on Heather & Lolo came and got in the pool and we talked and stuff. It was cool. The guys played Halo again later & aaron and I left around 9:30.

Tomorrow after band camp I think I'm going to Lolo's house for a movie night. But I might just go to Aaron's house 'cause I like..don't have any rides.. I'm not sure yet..meh.

oh & me and kirby molested dave today!

It was all rainy today so I thought maybe it would rain & we'd go inside or something. But...no. Finished up the drill for the second song. meh. We didn't go inside at all today..it kinda sucked.. At lunch we went up to Echo Hill again Aaron gave me a piggy back ride. Chrissie was chasing a pretty butterfly We kept having poke wars. I so won. Then i started spitting/throwing water in his face..and Jason's..and Nathan's..and when I did it to Nathan he took what was left of his water (like 3/4 of the jug thing) and DUMPED it all over me. It was cold. And I was wet. Then Dave snuck up on me and poured MY water on me. Chrissie did the same thing later on. I was like..soaked. Too bad it wasn't super hott again..it would've felt SUPER good then. And atleast I didn't get ice shoved down my pants like Jason. During sectionals I was playing with Futty's trombone..Nathan was being perverted (hah..Nathan being perverted..what a shock!) But yeah, I liked that trombone, right Nathan? So yeah..3 more days. I think tomorrow I'm going to Jimmy Mortuus' band practice & swimming maybe? Then Thursday I might go to Lolo's house for a movie night And Friday I might go to Aaron's house. So that should be cool if I do it..

There were a lot of smiley faces in this post.